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story time?  so, originally the video on top was a kutless song that i happened to like a bunch, so i put it on my site.  now it's an advertisement...?... then i click on the comments page and there's a sorta creepy video with like a goth lady in a white dress and some spiders or something.  sorta creeped out, and i have no idea why it's there...?...

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Currently Listening Sea of Faces By Kutless see related

global warming?

yeaaaah right.

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so, what have i done on my cold day?

1.  I woke up at 7 am from a text message.  the text was actually sent at 11 last night, but it didn't come thru until 7.  it woke me and ruby up, i tried to go back to sleep, ruby found a good squeak toy and did her best to prevent it.  the ironic thing was that the message was telling me that there was no school so i could sleep in.  ha ha.

2.  i got to clean up ruby poop twice. 

2.5 i loaded my car with extra sweatshirts, blankets, gloves hats, you name it, incase buddy decided not to work after lunch.

3.  i watched my brother and my boyfriend get into a spit ball fight at mc donalds.  then i watched them throw a can of frozen rootbeer until it exploded.  i asked andy if he was really sixteen or 6.

4. on the way home from mc donalds, i watched my brother and my boyfriend wall paper the back window of my car with spitballs. 

5. i realized that i missed the price is right this morning.  i'm ashamed of myself.  at least dr phil and oprah are still to come.

6.  i attempted to remove the frozen spitball wallpaper from my back window. 

7.  i gave up.

i <3 cold days. 

“For the word of the LORD is right and true; he is faithful in all he does. The LORD loves righteousness and justice; the earth is full of his unfailing love.”- Psalm 33:4-5

Currently Listening Momentum By TobyMac see related

it's too dern cold outside!

so do ya wanna know how cold it is?  the other day I was going to school, and I was carrying my wet work uniform (i forgot to put it in the dryer the night before.)  that day i had parked in the back lot, from the time that I left my car until i walked in the door my uniform had  frozen.  and no, i'm not kidding, exaggerating, using figurative language.  none of that bologna. 

brrrrrrrrrrrr

anywho, on a brighter note:

GO BEARS!!!!!!

so darn excited for the super bowl tomorrow

today I had rehearsal for the Rockford all city band.  the director was this guy that i absolutely cannot stand.  grrrrr.  but i sat next to a cool guy who shared my love of sarcasm, so it ended up not being all bad.  except for:

this morning getting out of my car I set my hot chocolate on top of my car and a gust of wind blew it off so that was $1.37 down the drain.

after rehearsal, trying to get everything loaded in my car I dropped my folder so i got to chase down my music across harlem's parking lot.  in -100 degree weather.

that pretty much stunk.  now i'm going to go watch tanner in this solo/ensemble dealy.  then i have to go play in the band at a basketball game.  after a six hour rehearsal this morning i am sick and tired of my tuba. 

“But I will sing of your strength, in the morning I will sing of your love; for you are my fortress, my refuge in times of trouble.”- Psalm 59:16

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i <3 drama

ha ha, just kidding. that was funny right.  or should I have made it a not joke? 

so, essay for christian service:  who am i as a person?  most of the time I don't know who i am, how on earth could i write a 200 word essay about me?  Carl says he thinks I'm Spiderman, and I like that idea, if anyone else knows the true Devin, please let me know about her.    I think I'll ask Andy, he knows me better than just about anyone.  though he will never admit it, he's pretty much the only one who's seen my not so nice side, but if you ask him he'll say that i'm perfect the way that I am and a not so nice side does not exist. 

if you want to know the truth though,  i definitely do have a not so nice side, and its been rearing its ugly head a lot more than i would like lately.  i'm not so appreciative of this rather moody devin, because i know i should be better than this.  i like how i absolutely hate swearing, but lately i've been doing it alot.  i love how i have absolutely no patience and people annoy me really easily, and getting really angry at people who's driving skills don't match my standards is also a joy.  i hate getting angry and saying things that i don't mean to the one person in this world that i love more than anything.  we were talking about it last night and he said that when i say things, he knows that i don't mean them ( i do always apologize) and he doesn't let them bother him.  but still, there have been some mean hurtful comments that i wish i had never made.  if tiny little details don't go exactly as i had planned, i have this tendency to freak out and blow things way way way out of proportion. 

i definitely consider my worst offence to be when i can be just awful to andy.  i've been pretty good lately, but andy is so good to me.  he is my best friend, who has done so much for me.  i love him with all of my heart and am so glad that he is in my life.  but sometimes when i'm unhappy i say just the most uncalled for things.  he doesn't deserve it.  and when i realize what i said i apologize feverously and he has always been quick to forgive, but that doesn't erase the guilt that can keep me awake for hours at night. 

is this the real devin?  I sure hope not. 

anywho, speaking of Andy, of course my favorite topic...

i love my andy.  and just so the three people who read this know, he is not whipped, and if you will ask him he will tell you that he's not.  and that's not because he's whipped into saying that, it's because that's what he truly believes.  he is a nice guy, and he doesn't believe chivalry is dead.  so, when he does things like carry heavy things for me, and sit with me, and hold doors etc.  he's doing it because he wants to, not because i expect it from him.  so there.

so, my puppy is at work with my mom.  that means that i am going to take a 3 hour nap, which will be the same amount of sleep i got last night.  i'm so excited.  if the phone rings or the other dogs bark i will be crushed and most likely come to school even more subdued on the morrow. 

“If any of you lacks wisdom, he should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to him.”- James 1:5  

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there is nothing more frusterating than typing you password in wrong...

except for typing it in wrong 4 times...

“In my anguish I cried to the LORD, and he answered by setting me free. The LORD is with me; I will not be afraid. What can man do to me?”- Psalm 118:5-6